Monday, December 21, 2009


love story of a tiny girl

This story is in my mind from last many i dont know why it touches my heart so much may be i feel it..... a 14 yr old girl lives in a small town sharp mind,cute face,an innocent angel once met a boy who is bigger enough,frustated,looser in evry part of life dont know what he wants,nobody likes that boy because there is like accept the innocent eyes,i think innocence is the common factor between both of them. the boy likes positive attitude of the girl she treats every thing very gently and carry out every problem with lots of patience,slowly and gradually boy change he came out of his shell get success in life but still the girl is there to protect him from all the darkness,now the girl grow up in beautiful women with intelligent mind the surroundings are very much sure that this girl defiantly prove herself.. but destiny need some thing else because the turns man want the girl in his life now andd the girl is small enough to all these trends but due to the intence love for the boy she said yes.. and go to a strange place where she never been before with his boys,she had no regrats for her past,her sacrifices she is happy happy and happy but the boy... the love move from the heart when responsibilities arises now innocense have no words...all left is dissatisfaction,ignorence,heartbreaks. the boy decided to go back but what to do with that girl he promise her to come back in one month and live happily ever after. the girl wait for him for days, week, month try to contact her but not able to the place was new no one to help her no one console her able to go back because no one left in her life now she sacrifice everyone and one day in front of the boy's photograph she leaves her life...... in the memories of her boy without any words without any blame she leaves the world but i think her soul is still with us thats why every girl thinks once practically before beliveling on her boy......! and i think its good.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Still confused.......
At this age of time, no one knows how we changed,now the interest is not in hang outs,dating,night life all these seems very funny thats its me who waste my life in just roaming around,why i spent so much of money on my girlfriend,what i get in just shake my legs in disco,why i have that stupid passion of gadgets,waste millions of hours and money in beauty saloon for trying different looks and bla bla bla...... but dont you think its all the demand of that age yaar, if this is actual life than why we cant feel satisfied at least we have a wonderful past,at that part of time at least we cant fight with that stupid Compromise. but back to the present, what to do now, the situation is totaly different now there is no golden dreams,no dramatic mind, all is left is insecurity,frustration and loneliness.

Monday, December 14, 2009

this is not exactly for people who entered into their 25th spring,not who crossed these years,while for every one who once crossed this age..... the same confusion which we felt about our lives,careers and of course the relationships, at the teen phase of our life we watch everything with rose spectacles but how many of us get those roses but after this point of age do we have enough time to wait for those roses...then what best option left for all of us according to our close ones and even according our mind also...Compromise. but is this the only option left,why we not get what we exactly think, at the time of my college i think of a luxurious job with a respectful package,and what we get job by which i hardly fulfil my necessity,reason is recession but why it came for me only yaar....,I had a perfect lover who shared my lots of happiness but at my lonliness where that love and the lover gone... now at this part of my life whether I stop believing on myself prove them right who said me looser or do compromise...comprise and compromise.......