Friday, December 31, 2010

Still single....


At the age of 25 why every one wants you to answer a single question...why your family is insecure about your singleness....what the hell is the problem to live your life without been committed...do we really need someone who take care of you,do we really want someone to share your life...
Every one have a different opinion but i strongly think...yet we dont want to share our life with someone but we still need with whom we can walk hand in hand,we talk when we get down,we can share our defeat and downfalls..
Life is all about happiness...and we need some one who can double your happiness,just think about it who will take care of your birthday after 20 years..whom u will throw your anger when no one remembers it...life is very busy nobody has time to remember you until they need you....
It not that every one need someone to survive...but thats also a truth that we need a soul mate to live together...its not about looking at each other its about watching in same direction...
Some people think that they cant live with boundations but its not a satisfactory life when you come home with excitement and hardly find anyone who cares for the reason..
Life is too short and god give us this life to do everything once then why dont we accept the most beautiful challenge of god,he send us on earth as a couple...and the challenge is to find our true partner...some times we make wrong choices due to illusions of life...but do we stop drinking water if we once taste the sea water...no ..than why we not yet decided to move and again start a new search...
Those who think that they are happy to be alone and can live their lives at their own cost....just imagine once that how your life becomes more glorious when every day you open your eyes and found the best face of world for you and give you all moments of love ,fights,cry,dreams,motivate, criticizes...because guys the combination of all these is called life...
Yet im single today but dont want to be forever its by mine or by my parents...i am waiting to grow up with someone whom i can trust,love and care...because for me the best is still a lot to come...
"I need a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot, who calls me back when me hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch me sleep... ill wait for the boy who kisses my forehead, who wants to show me off to the world when i am in sweats, who holds my hand in front of his friends, who thinks iam just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her!!!.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

So what...i still love you!!!


This is a story of a boy name Karan..a cute, charming,common boy may be a boy next door to you or me...he is average in almost every field....but in one thing he is superb,in his attitude towards life....remain asusual happening almost in every enviorment even in front of his father after getting red marks in maths...seems introvert by nature,but his actual soul can be seen front of his friends..a big bucket full of notorious pranks..living his life fullest till he enters in college...many dreams in eys,making castles in air of career,job,hang outs n ya.....love. The days are passing n then one day he saw a girl in canteen..a girl wearing green salwar kameez reflecting her intense purity,simplicity...the girl is simple but cute, whether its a divine connection or just a co-incidence that he move towards her like a magnet..but as he reach to her she got invisible like a fairy...all he gets is her name as her i-card is fallen down....she is Ria..first year batch B...may be its destiny who fixed everything without talking without facing each other...he get sufficient information....in couple of seconds he get back in his senses but he is feeling like met someone whom he wants from years....

From that they story continue of their innocent love which grows like bud to flower....for karan.... ria is her life..his day his night his work his passion everything....slightly n gradually he lost all for his love...he has no time for hangout with friends,family..n most important studies...he is quite good in his studies...but as we all know love also have some bad sideffect....Ria is cute caring girl who always stands beside karan but the inner child of karan start behaving like parasite on her...he forgot everything in her presence....n dont think of anything except her in her absence....

The time passes its time to move on from college..Ria belong to a orthodox family who not allow her to study more now then there is no need to mention that inter caste marriage is a dream in dream....but karan never care about this ...he keeps on believing that one day all go well and she get in his life....Ria is quit mature in her built as she never compromise her studies,her family values but give her fullest to her love...but for girls even love is managed by their parents.... Ria not able to gather courage to oppose her family...she melts n surrender for her values..

The day she is looking like divine girl in bangoli wedding dress...Red color complimenting her eyes as its contain frozen tears...when a girl cry in her wedding even for her helpless condition...people think that they are sign of happy wedding life....from heart she is dead... as his heart always remain with karan...she has moved on....moved in a new face of life...so what if she not selected that.....so what if she never ever dream of that....that's the fate of a girl written by God...

From this...Karan changed...changed into a quite emotionless guy...who is living because his heart is working..his brain cell are alive.....biologically living body but emotionally dead....time passes he started gathering his heart pieces....boy turns a man...a tough man who cannot feel the world as a normal man feels.....

One day he met priya....a girl full of energy...bubbly attitude just opposite to karan...priya met him in a wedding...priya is a girl to whom any one can attract because of her sweet nature...but karan is not anyone...he not even noticed her....but priya feels something about when she came across him....she tries to talk with him...but efforts fails...destiny need interesting to be happen,priya is revolving around karan again n again....gradually karan start taking priya as her friend they started meeting karan now have some one two express himself...priya seems to be a painkiller for him sometimes n sometimes she is triggor for his pain...karan not yet realise that priya is his healer or his wounder..time passes karan relocate to another city...hear no one know him..he is again a normal guy to every one...no one to discuss his past...no one ask him to forgot everything....new world proves medicine..
he started realising that now he has two people to miss...now his heart is started sharing places with priya....yes he miss priya...priya the one whom he can tell everything about ria,whom he can fight without any sin made by her...to whom he can blame all ria done to him....ohh gaush.... why priya suffer all this...what is her fault...why i do this to her...why she so sweet that she never complaint... all these blast in the mind....karan the foolish,dumbo..this is love which demands nothing..which suffers anything for someone to to feel happy..true love...which karan realise when he came far from priya...its time to pay back...now its karan's turn to show his love to priya...
I am coming to you..priya..so what i never forgot ria..i can love you...love you not because you cares for me but because who taught me that what love is...thoughts coming in karan's mind when he is flight to meet priya again...
karan reached priya place...she feels shocked to see him back...before she ask something karan bent on his knee...hold priya's hand n said...priya i read somewhere that not marry to whom you can live with while marry the one without whom you cant live....i cant live without you priya...will u been mine forever....n ever...n ever....a tear flows down from the eyes of priya to her cheeks...as these are the words she is living to listen...she hugged him...
after 2 sucessful years in a shopping mall karan came across ria....ria with a beautiful daughter with her...karan feels stuck in her for some time as he feels same as before they first met in college....but at very next movement he remembers priya...n said...ria i still love you...but now i have someone whom i am living for...n trust me she desrves this...ria looked at karan with wet eyes and said...i am so happy for you karan as you moved on....so what you are not mine...my love always give you the strength to live her.....

Friday, September 17, 2010

U Are With Me In My Heart.........


Love is a feeling of soft feather which touches our heart very smoothly that sometimes we dont even realize that its inside...in a general terms love is seeing each other,feeling the warmth of arms,fighting,caring,laughing.....but some time its not same for all....few of us feel it even being apart...love can be stay in our hearts when our life line thousand miles away from us...but the so called long distance love is same as when we are in a same place....the answer is complicated love is love...but the of love is changed here...we cant see,cant feel,cant compliment....and so on....here all left in a true relationship is faith,trust,understanding...n this is the only thing by which two hearts remain connected even their bodies are far away...once your partner is away from you the feeling of insecurity, ignorance, loneliness enters in our heart by default....its natural its happens only because your love is true but make sure it will not compress you feather of love...boys become over conscious about their girls,treat them as their TV which is operated by their remotes..but guys one day the battery of you remotes will be over...love them, trust them and give them a bit space which they deserve.and girls are always complimentary..they think more my man is in touch with me more he will be mine...but sometime this logic fails..one day he will run away from your protection shield just because your love become a oxygen less tunnel where its hard to get survived...understand his feelings....let him breath without you.....n trust your bonding....if then also you knots of love become loose... think again...ya think again that is that actually love which you are in or just a addiction of the charming face who revolves around you...because love never needs physical presence its connection of soals which can be together even after life..so this is a heartful salute to all my buddies who have their love away but they are madly in love..n you r the people who pruves the pureness and unconditional values of true love...hats off u all.......

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Hubby v/s Buddy!!!!


Its very lucky to have your childhood sweetheart as your Life partner,because there is no need to understand each other,identify nature,match the preferences,its all happens by default after all u grown up together and truly made for each other.....but its happens with very few, most of us have to live our life with a new person who enters in our adolescence and we have to starts a new chapter....but what to do with our buddies with whom we grow up,share our benches in school,play mud games and now maintain distance just because he is not your hubby he is just your good friend. we lives in a world where it is very common to hear than a boy and a girl cant be a good friends,one day they have to fall apart or the fall in love.....but is that always true... why we stay apart from our cute friend just to pruve other people that there is nothing between us....why always give explanation that he is just my friend...he is the person with whom we spent our best time of life ie childhood...even our husband have no rights to keep us away from this beautiful gift of god..although its true that a gal devote all her rights to his husband but still his buddy deserve some place in her heart,and trust me its nothing wrong in it...so to all my lovely girls,its better to choose your buddy as your hubby but if u cant do this please dont forgot your him because he is the only guy who loves you when you both don't even know the meaning of love...and to all those stunning hubbies don't forgot that your sweet friend is also a wife of someone else.....

Monday, April 26, 2010

Life after an end....



Not every journey get its destination, not every story have its happy ending then why we expect that our love have a beautiful ending....but we expect becoz we are human and human need every thing perfect,though they are not even perfect...our love starts when we start feeling about someone, start caring about,when our heart beat loose control...its all natural if we think biologicaly its just an hormonal fluctuation but do we take it as lightly as we say..every relation has two bodies n its not always possible that both bodies plan their future in a same way.some want to finish their story on life long commitment n some just on bed.......we always console others that its ok, its just not the last person in your life,he not desrve you but do we feel same when its our life.....anything left in our life is just tears n pain this time no one can heal our wounds the words that we use to console others are now useless...biological fluctuation is now become treatment less disorder......but is that all over,according to a survey only 3% of indiviual commit sucide after a breakup....so what about others they have to live for the sake of others but if we have to live why we not live for ourself...if your partner ditches you obviously he is not the good human being for you n if he is not good does he deserve the sacrifice of your life....NO. so my dear ones its not end of you life its just a starting of a new chapter the best is still to come..Try to handle that pain becoz it make you strong to live a respectful life,over come your insecurities, and over all it make you a good human being who can understand the pain of others..... first love yourself than you are eligibe to love someone else...Love your Life...it precious...!!!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Galz are from pluto...


I always came to hear the same dialog from all the boys that galz are like cheiwngum,they try to bound us they always treat us as dummy and so on...but really galz are like this only...girls are the beautiful gift of god who same from soft character from inside as well as outside...they are always very much conscious about their loved ones..the mental tendency of girls are they want what they have should always remains their only and for that they will dedicate all her assets of life...so at the cost of lots of love care, affection,dedication we not even provide them the little security of forever trust..a girl have a power to devote her whole life to a single man without asking for any return..she devote thousand of sleepless nights when u need her..when a man breaks due to any reason only gal have power to build up again...she hides her tears to wash off your sorrows of life..she smiles when you smile...she forgot all day tiredness to fill you with energy,she remains silent even when you carry out all your anger on that innocent body..sometimes she not even know the reason of your anger....she loves you even when you hates her...she loves you when you hurt her...and she loves you even when you leave her alone...so dear...just think once before you hurt a girl...because when a girl's heart broke may be she smile from outside but her soal dies and this is the world biggest sin...so this is for all you boys who treat girls as soft toys...treat them as your assets otherwise one day you will miss the shoulder to even confess your sin....

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

a boy love like this....


whenever we talk about love we always think about girl emotion,their care,their devotion...but what about boys....do they not have hearts,no feelings,no emotions..but its not true my dear...love is there but way of love is different...girls feel suffocated when the boy protect them from rest of the world,she feels irritated when boys take care of their dressing ,she feels annoyed when boy wants to be with them more n more...this is the way, god created them like this only,they have small innocent heart in that hardcore body which is filled with lots of insecurity for their loved ones...and that cause their possessiveness,but one day will come when the boy turns to a man and at that point of time they have no time for your protection,hardly matters what you wear,whom you meet..not because he stops loving you but due to their work,their responsibilities,their lifestyle and that day all those girls realize that what they miss out....so all my dear sweet galzzzzz enjoy this possessiveness,because this is also an important part of love and relation...love without possessiveness is like heart without beats...trust me..