He is smart intelligent, a mysterious personality, helpful to everyone, though he is not cool dude, but there is something which attracts you towards him, the best part about him is his "deep eyes", there is lots of stories in his eyes sometime we can feel a pain and some time they will show you immense love. If god made him dumb also, his eyes are big enough to express his words. Most of the world think that he is introvert and bit sh rude, even I think the same when I met him first, he came to me to make me comfortable as it was our first formal meeting but inside he was more nervous than me. slowly with the time passes I realize that he is not like that what I framed from him, he is an interesting creature who always have something new with him, he has an extraordinary sense of humor which is always refreshing for me I don't know when and how we became best pals as he also found a good friend inside me, the bonding which make us tied is we are free from jealousy, comparisons, attitude and ya Love........ we are not in Love with each other....I am for sure about this because I never feel any anxiety for him, I love his company we talk for hours day and night of almost all the things of world even about girls boys secret to our pain of life....... Life seems so smooth with him, he always refresh my time with his smile, his smile is so innocent and i don't know why I feel so relaxed when I use to see him laughing, I started caring for him, his looks, his way of talking, his feeling towards other girls, yes a possessiveness knocked in my life, I again asked myself is that Love but than also its not I am very much sure about my feelings I cant love a guy anymore and I am rigid to it, he usually use to tell me we are good companion we both are average in every field so we complement each other, I always use to ignore this. Sometimes just for fun we use to play as dummy husband wife and I always love to became a typical dominating wife and he always treat me as princess, he use to say my home as Castle, treat me as Cinderella whose cart became pumpkin if someone else drive it, I don't know how I started believing in that dream world just forgot that we live in bloody materialistic real world where fairy lives far away, and I left my age of fairy tales. It a common saying that your destiny follow like your shadow......and that's what happens I don't know how I feel addicted to him, his talks, his care and his dream fairy world which he made for me. But reality is different He is gone, gone to make his future as he think we are just "Happy" with each other but happiness is not enough to live life...... point of view of this real harsh world in which I don't want to live, its better to sleep and be in my fairy land in which my prince live for the cost of my smile, where "happiness" is all what we want.........So I am sleeping, sleeping forever...........
